Avoiding Homework

I should be doing all of my many assignments, but of course, I am not. It is very hard to start doing it. It's really going to bite me in the ass later.

Hooray for falling behind!

But seriously, I still feel like I'm not single. I will not take back breaking up with Christopher, however much it hurts. I can't go through that again. I'm going to be single for a while this time! Already, I've had two guys go after me. DJ said he wanted to date me and have me come visit him at EIU, and Matt wants to fly me out to Hawaii. Not even a week I've been single!

I'm sort of toying with the idea of Matt. He's in the Navy making lots of awesome money and money is good...he is a great funny guy and cute...but I know he is still in love with Laura. He was head-over-heels for this girl. I'm fine with that because I was that way with Kyle and I sort of still am. But I'm still not sure if I really like him like that. Yes, we've had sex, but I just don't know if our chemistry is that strong.

It doesn't matter I suppose. I told him I wanted to stay single for a long while. He's going to be in Hawaii for a couple years I believe, so that would have to be a pretty strong bond for it to be that long distance. I'm not ready for a commitment like that.

Hmm...really tired...bed now.

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