Slide Off The Moon

22:46:18) Clayton: hello (22:46:22) Ashley: bonjour (22:46:35) Clayton: i really wanna say something to kaytie's away message but it would just be a bad idea (22:46:57) Ashley: hmm (22:46:59) Ashley: perhaps. (22:47:07) Ashley: She doesn't even really like to talk about it with me. (22:47:11) Ashley: (22:14:20) Ashley: Doing homework? (22:14:33) Dan: nope (22:15:49) Ashley: ok (22:16:33) Dan: why (22:17:02) Ashley: Well, I was going to bother you with something but I'm lazy. (22:17:11) Dan: ok (22:17:35) Ashley: yup (22:27:13) Ashley: I was going to explain why I was upset last night/this morning but I don't even really care anymore. (22:27:14) Dan : I looked in thr mirror while i was shaving today and I was like, whoah, is that Tom Brady?.....No it's not Tom Brady, it's just me. (22:27:25) Dan: ok tell me (22:27:39) Ashley: There, happy? Sheesh. Now if you really WANTED me to talk in front of Clayton about it I can. (22:28:17) Dan: i dopnt care (22:28:25) Ash...

Nothing ever seems to change. I sit here, I think, and what wants to come out still remains the cries of loneliness, confusion, disappointment... I did get some money finally. I will more than likely waste it quickly. I'm trying not to though. I am paying off bills which will free me from their harassing calls. Enough of that. What I would really like to do now is travel. First by car...far...at night when I may look out the window at the darkened scenery, horizon, the stars... I just want to go somewhere. I love the fall. I love dressing warmer and seeing all the colors and just the overall feel. Oui.