Slide Off The Moon

Friday, April 04, 2008 Darius4304 (2:00:13 AM): bad bad bad abda bad bda b ad PixieCn (2:00:16 AM): Blackbird singing in the dead of night Take these broken wings and learn to fly All your life You were only waiting for this moment to arise PixieCn (2:06:39 AM): uh oh Darius4304 (2:06:51 AM): hello PixieCn (2:06:57 AM): hi Darius4304 (2:07:19 AM): wow PixieCn (2:07:23 AM): what's up? Darius4304 (2:07:53 AM): ashley just came in my room, looked around and said "bad. you guys...hiding my phone...looking at me text...fuckers!" Darius4304 (2:07:58 AM): and then left and closed the door Darius4304 (2:08:17 AM): i'm not gonna even try to talk to her PixieCn (2:08:17 AM): what? PixieCn (2:08:23 AM): did you take her phone? Darius4304 (2:08:33 AM): i just walked in the door PixieCn (2:09:17 AM): oh boy PixieCn (2:09:26 AM): well, she probably needs time to cool off Darius4304 (2:09:28 AM): i fucking hate this shit PixieCn (2:10:27 AM): i'm sorry. PixieCn (2:12:34 AM): the...

I got kicked out of ISU...again. My pitiful grades did not raise my gpa enough to be over a 2.0. So even if I wasn't moving to Hawaii, I'd be screwed. I would be a college kick-out, just working toward no future. I don't think I'll be attending the University in Hawaii because I can't get anymore grants and I doubt they would accept me after my horrible grades from ISU get sent. So I will be needing to find a good paying job out there to cover rent, phone, gas, food, and my loan bills. I'm so fucking screwed. Unless I get a fucking sweet ass job that pays well out there regardless if I graduated college, I'm just fucked. I should join some military thing...get loans paid off, possibly go to college again later. I just ruined my life with ISU and all the stupid ass decisions I made. I should have just lived in the dorms, worked through Night Ops or something, and concentrated on my school work rather than being stupid and living in stupid apartments a...