Slide Off The Moon

I must give up on Clayton. I think I have...but I have to wait for the feelings to die. Or I just need to find a new person to be infatuated with. He's been talking to his ex-girlfriend lately, asking her to hang out and such. So, I definitely know he is not into me. So, hopefully moving on! Damn it! Um, I like Blase, my friend from when I worked at the movie theatre in LaSalle. He's awesome. And very cute. But, again, I don't believe he likes me. Unless he comes to ISU, I'll barely see him. So again, moving on! Moving onto what? I have no idea. Why do I feel I need to have somebody! Could it be cause people around me have somebody? Maybe. It's just so strange. I don't really feel like I'm missing something. I just want something, or rather, somebody. Maybe I don't desperately want something because of all the drama and pain that comes from it, and eventually cheating on them, and it ending horribly. I'm sort of comfortable flirti...

Ashley: 5:40pm May 5th Your damn check bounced. Every check you have ever given me has bounced. Now, it is $150 you owe me because of the ten dollars they charged me. And I want it by Tuesday. No checks, cash. Also, we have to be moved out by May 10th. Krupa: 6:44pm May 5th I want my shit cleaned so i can pick it up on Tues. I want the glasses cleaned and my dishes cleaned. Ashley: 7:09pm May 5th If it really bothered you that much about us using them, maybe you should have cleaned them yourself and have taken them with you, along with all your other stuff, when you moved out. But leaving no notes, no nothing when you left, it really is arrogant to expect us to clean up after you. I will clean the dishes, the ones I remember that are yours, but I'm not touching any of your other stuff. Not sure why you are giving me attitude. You are the one who stomped on me. Krupa: 7:28pm May 5th i never asked u to clean anything else jus teh dishe snad my black plates that you guys still use. ...

Giving up on paper. Real tired.

My stomach is eating itself. I'm hungry. Dang it. I still have to walk all the way home from the dang library with tons o' stuff. I shouldn't wake up Christopher to drive me, considering it is 4:43 AM. Yeah, I don't believe he'd be too happy about it. Well anyways, I did all of my Art exams/quizzes online Monday night. So hooray for that. Tonight I finished my jazz presentation for Literature and the Related Arts. I'm still nervous about that class because I never turned in my Paper #1. Paper #2 is due Thursday and I haven't started that either. Shoot. I also have a Publishing paper due Thursday evening but that won't be hard. It's just a reflection thing. I might come out of this damn semester partly alive! I know I'm getting an F in Hypertext since the teacher was a douchebag and wouldn't let me make up shit even though I pretty much had my website done and it wouldn't have been hard for me to make-up the shit. Whatever. ...