Slide Off The Moon

I'm going to start by putting down some lists I made at the beginning of this semester. Goals *Wake up earlier - 8 am. *Keep a consistent work-out and study schedule. (Yoga Tues. and Thurs. mornings) *Spend less money on food/junk. *Start saving some money ($10-20?) *Reward every other paycheck Inspiration *Get life started! *Don't become a failure / mediocre *Remember success with Lincoln! *You owe it to yourself and Dad! I do not believe either lists have been effective. But I did make another list. Avoiding Black Ick *Clean *Forcefully listen to happy music. *Fake happy conversation *Happy movie *Go to sleep *Exercise *Mental pep talk *See bigger picture *Pray *Take relaxing shower *Write down things/problems *Achieve small task I really should listen to myself more often. I'm tired of being sick. *cough cough*

Psychoanalyze Yourself; Don't read ahead, just copy and paste the following into a NEW bulletin BEFORE you read my answers. Then answer the following questions one at a time WITHOUT LOOKING AHEAD with the first thought that comes to mind. Then read what each answer means at the end. 1. You are walking in the woods. You are not alone. Who's with you? --Clayton 2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal? --Squirrel 3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal? --Just runs away, up a tree or something. 4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing, and before you is your dream house. How big is it? --Medium size...one story. 5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence? --No. 6. You enter the house. You walk into the dining room and see the dining table is covered with? --Flower vase. 7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it? Coffee cup 8. What do you do with the cup? Pick it up and look at it...possibly t...

So I look in your direction But you pay me no attention, do you? I know you don't listen to me 'Cos you say you see straight through me, don't you? on and on From the moment I wake, to the moment I sleep I'll be there by your side; just you try and stop me I'll be waiting in line, just to see if you care Oh… Did you want me to change? Well I'd change for good And I want you to know that you'll always get your way I wanted to say… Don't you shiver Shiver Sing it loud and clear I'll always be waiting for you So you know how much I need you But you never even see me, do you? And is this my final chance of getting you And on and on From the moment I wake, to the moment I sleep I'll be there by your side; just you try and stop me I'll be waiting in line, just to see if you care Oh… Did you want me to change? Well I'd change for good And I want you to know that you'll always get your way I wanted to say… Don't you shiver Don't you s...

So. I'm pretty tired of working two jobs now. I sort of had a chat with Tami about it, but I'm going to sit her down for sure and let her know that I want a fixed schedule and I only want to work two days. I really wish there was a way that I could only work at Border's again but somehow magically make the amount of money I do delivering. I'm just so exhausted. My Spring Break is going to be the worst one I've had. I had another bad night. Friday I went out with all the roomies, Tabitha and two of her coworkers, and later Theresa and Leann showed up. I was all about having a good time, but earlier in the night when I was getting ready I got upset. I couldn't find anything to wear and all the clothes I could have worn I looked fat in. It sounds so girly and dumb, but I did and it really did upset me. I despise being this big. I haven't been this big since high school. However, I can't work out because I have absolutely no time to do so. Ugh. ...