Blooming Like Winter
I hate not writing in here for a long time because of the "catching up" part. I shall summarize then. 1. Met a guy through okcupid.com (yeah, I'm sad and pathetic. Whatever.) He goes to U of I, 22 years old, single child, majoring in Graphic Design, has a band called Climate where he is the lead guitar / vocals. 2. I got kicked out of ISU because of my shitty grades / gpa. 3. Still no car, still working at Border's, still in debt. Damn it, I hate only writing in here when I'm in a shitty mood. Why not happy, huh? I have no idea, but I'm just so tired of it. I'm so tired with everything. I don't understand life anymore and why I have to fail at it. Yeah, I finally have a boyfriend and I should be happy about it, and I was, but I am so scared and paranoid of it's failure that I think I will ruin it because of it. He talks to this girl he met online, Marley, who lives in Australia because of the similar interest in Silverchair. They've...