...And Suicide is Looking Nice
(02:54:14) Stephen: quittin' Borders, are we?
(02:54:53) Ashley: Sigh. I'd talk to you about it, but frankly, I don't trust any damn worker there anymore with anything.
(02:55:09) Stephen: that hurts, Ashiz.
(02:55:13) Stephen: deep, seering hurt.
(02:55:38) Ashley: I know it does hurt. I went through that today. With good reason.
(02:55:58) Ashley: So I'm sorry, but my faith in people is no more.
(02:56:27) Stephen: must have been a bad day
(02:57:02) Ashley: Oh I'm sure with the anti-Ashley gossip grapevine you'll hear all about it.
(02:57:40) Stephen: i think you should tell me what happened so i won't have to rely on a grapevine.
(02:57:57) Ashley: sigh
(02:58:37) Ashley: Well apparently Neeva and Laura dislike me and decided to raise hell about it to the point that Tami received over four e-mails...all dealing with me.
(02:58:52) Ashley: So frankly they have issues with me that I was previously unaware of.
(03:00:08) Ashley: You know, I'm fucking poor as hell. I may not be some rich Indian or whatever with money spilling out of my ass, but I do believe I need this stupid fucking job. She couldn't tell me this to my face? No, we had to drag Tami into it and get me damn near fired for stupid fucking shit! I'm sorry I have depression! I'm sorry I am running out of pills! But I thought she knew that...whatever.
(03:00:41) Stephen: what is there problem with you?
(03:00:48) Ashley: I act WEIRD
(03:01:06) Ashley: That's the overall complaint.
(03:01:10) Stephen: really
(03:01:31) Ashley: You have fucking Rachel there...Michelle...Renee...all people ya'll talk about all the fucking time. But who gets this shit? Me.
(03:02:11) Stephen: 4 emails to Tami about you being 'weird'?
(03:02:19) Ashley: AND she complained about me complaining about not being trainer...and how I'm "aggressive" about it, and how I AM THE ONE who talks about everybody. Bullshit!!
(03:02:22) Ashley: Yes.
(03:02:32) Ashley: OVER four.
(03:02:58) Ashley: Tami said, "I recieved over four e-mails today all dealing with your behavior yesterday."
(03:03:07) Stephen: while they were training?
(03:03:10) Ashley: Yes.
(03:03:30) Stephen: from neeva AND laura, separately?
(03:03:33) Ashley: Yes.
(03:03:53) Ashley: Laura says she doesn't even want to work in the cafe anymore because of me.
(03:04:02) Stephen: what did you do?
(03:04:09) Ashley: So you know, I'm quitting. Since people can't be near me, I'll just go away.
(03:04:17) Ashley: I have no idea Stephen. Just being me I guess.
(03:04:35) Ashley: Just being me gets me into trouble I suppose.
(03:05:13) Stephen: i can see how sitting with them while training may have been slightly inconvenient....but thats a bit much.
(03:06:04) Ashley: Neither of them ever said anything to me about, "Hey, shut the hell up so we can train," or "Ashley, we need to concentrate," or "if you don't go away we'll complain."
(03:06:18) Ashley: If they did....Neeva should have known I would have backed off.
(03:07:25) Ashley: I'm just really hurt because I thought people there liked me...maybe I'm annoying sometimes or maybe I do have my mood swings, but I didn't think people couldn't stand to be near me.
(03:07:38) Ashley: I left work today cause I couldn't stop crying.
(03:08:25) Ashley: I just thought Neeva would have at least talked to me about this. I had no idea.
(03:08:38) Ashley: She didn't have to go and get me damn near fired.
(03:08:42) Stephen: That's rather shady
(03:09:01) Ashley: Laura too. I thought she liked me. We've hung out outside of work.
(03:09:49) Ashley: Whatever. I'm done with Border's. I'm done trying to do good...putting forth too much fucking effort only to get beaten back just when I think things are good.
(03:10:13) Ashley: I will not feel comfortable working there at all anymore...watching every damn thing I say, wondering what worker is going to say shit about me next.
(03:10:31) Ashley: It's just not worth it.
(02:54:53) Ashley: Sigh. I'd talk to you about it, but frankly, I don't trust any damn worker there anymore with anything.
(02:55:09) Stephen: that hurts, Ashiz.
(02:55:13) Stephen: deep, seering hurt.
(02:55:38) Ashley: I know it does hurt. I went through that today. With good reason.
(02:55:58) Ashley: So I'm sorry, but my faith in people is no more.
(02:56:27) Stephen: must have been a bad day
(02:57:02) Ashley: Oh I'm sure with the anti-Ashley gossip grapevine you'll hear all about it.
(02:57:40) Stephen: i think you should tell me what happened so i won't have to rely on a grapevine.
(02:57:57) Ashley: sigh
(02:58:37) Ashley: Well apparently Neeva and Laura dislike me and decided to raise hell about it to the point that Tami received over four e-mails...all dealing with me.
(02:58:52) Ashley: So frankly they have issues with me that I was previously unaware of.
(03:00:08) Ashley: You know, I'm fucking poor as hell. I may not be some rich Indian or whatever with money spilling out of my ass, but I do believe I need this stupid fucking job. She couldn't tell me this to my face? No, we had to drag Tami into it and get me damn near fired for stupid fucking shit! I'm sorry I have depression! I'm sorry I am running out of pills! But I thought she knew that...whatever.
(03:00:41) Stephen: what is there problem with you?
(03:00:48) Ashley: I act WEIRD
(03:01:06) Ashley: That's the overall complaint.
(03:01:10) Stephen: really
(03:01:31) Ashley: You have fucking Rachel there...Michelle...Renee...all people ya'll talk about all the fucking time. But who gets this shit? Me.
(03:02:11) Stephen: 4 emails to Tami about you being 'weird'?
(03:02:19) Ashley: AND she complained about me complaining about not being trainer...and how I'm "aggressive" about it, and how I AM THE ONE who talks about everybody. Bullshit!!
(03:02:22) Ashley: Yes.
(03:02:32) Ashley: OVER four.
(03:02:58) Ashley: Tami said, "I recieved over four e-mails today all dealing with your behavior yesterday."
(03:03:07) Stephen: while they were training?
(03:03:10) Ashley: Yes.
(03:03:30) Stephen: from neeva AND laura, separately?
(03:03:33) Ashley: Yes.
(03:03:53) Ashley: Laura says she doesn't even want to work in the cafe anymore because of me.
(03:04:02) Stephen: what did you do?
(03:04:09) Ashley: So you know, I'm quitting. Since people can't be near me, I'll just go away.
(03:04:17) Ashley: I have no idea Stephen. Just being me I guess.
(03:04:35) Ashley: Just being me gets me into trouble I suppose.
(03:05:13) Stephen: i can see how sitting with them while training may have been slightly inconvenient....but thats a bit much.
(03:06:04) Ashley: Neither of them ever said anything to me about, "Hey, shut the hell up so we can train," or "Ashley, we need to concentrate," or "if you don't go away we'll complain."
(03:06:18) Ashley: If they did....Neeva should have known I would have backed off.
(03:07:25) Ashley: I'm just really hurt because I thought people there liked me...maybe I'm annoying sometimes or maybe I do have my mood swings, but I didn't think people couldn't stand to be near me.
(03:07:38) Ashley: I left work today cause I couldn't stop crying.
(03:08:25) Ashley: I just thought Neeva would have at least talked to me about this. I had no idea.
(03:08:38) Ashley: She didn't have to go and get me damn near fired.
(03:08:42) Stephen: That's rather shady
(03:09:01) Ashley: Laura too. I thought she liked me. We've hung out outside of work.
(03:09:49) Ashley: Whatever. I'm done with Border's. I'm done trying to do good...putting forth too much fucking effort only to get beaten back just when I think things are good.
(03:10:13) Ashley: I will not feel comfortable working there at all anymore...watching every damn thing I say, wondering what worker is going to say shit about me next.
(03:10:31) Ashley: It's just not worth it.
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