So Now It's My Fault?

Ashley:
5:40pm May 5th
Your damn check bounced. Every check you have ever given me has bounced.

Now, it is $150 you owe me because of the ten dollars they charged me. And I want it by Tuesday. No checks, cash.

Also, we have to be moved out by May 10th.

Krupa:
6:44pm May 5th
I want my shit cleaned so i can pick it up on Tues. I want the glasses cleaned and my dishes cleaned.

Ashley:
7:09pm May 5th
If it really bothered you that much about us using them, maybe you should have cleaned them yourself and have taken them with you, along with all your other stuff, when you moved out. But leaving no notes, no nothing when you left, it really is arrogant to expect us to clean up after you.

I will clean the dishes, the ones I remember that are yours, but I'm not touching any of your other stuff. Not sure why you are giving me attitude. You are the one who stomped on me.

Krupa:
7:28pm May 5th
i never asked u to clean anything else jus teh dishe snad my black plates that you guys still use. i din't even leave you in a lurch maybe if you didn't guilt me then i would of been actually ablet o tell u that i was movin out.

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