22:46:18) Clayton: hello
(22:46:22) Ashley: bonjour
(22:46:35) Clayton: i really wanna say something to kaytie's away message but it would just be a bad idea
(22:46:57) Ashley: hmm
(22:46:59) Ashley: perhaps.
(22:47:07) Ashley: She doesn't even really like to talk about it with me.
(22:47:11) Ashley: (22:14:20) Ashley: Doing homework?
(22:14:33) Dan: nope
(22:15:49) Ashley: ok
(22:16:33) Dan: why
(22:17:02) Ashley: Well, I was going to bother you with something but I'm lazy.
(22:17:11) Dan: ok
(22:17:35) Ashley: yup
(22:27:13) Ashley: I was going to explain why I was upset last night/this morning but I don't even really care anymore.
(22:27:14) Dan: I looked in thr mirror while i was shaving today and I was like, whoah, is that Tom Brady?.....No it's not Tom Brady, it's just me.
(22:27:25) Dan: ok tell me
(22:27:39) Ashley: There, happy? Sheesh. Now if you really WANTED me to talk in front of Clayton about it I can.
(22:28:17) Dan: i dopnt care
(22:28:25) Ashley: *raises eyebrow*
(22:28:36) Dan: why are u mad
(22:28:45) Ashley: You mean why WAS I mad.
(22:28:56) Dan: sure
(22:29:00) Ashley: sigh
(22:29:15) Ashley: Well....did you black out at all last night?
(22:29:31) Dan: no
(22:30:19) Ashley: I don't know....I just kind of got upset that when I stopped you and asked if you actually did feel that way about me you said you were gonna snap my neck and when i tried to ask seriously you pretended not to hear and started getting out of the car.
(22:30:52) Ashley: See? I don't even care anymore.
(22:30:57) Dan: ok
(22:31:30) Ashley: ...ok I lied, I do, but whatever.
(22:47:24) Ashley: (22:34:26) Ashley: No response...feeling dumb now...gonna pretend like I did not say anything...yeah...
(22:34:47) Dan: ok
(22:34:58) Ashley: Glad you care.
(22:35:43) Dan: i care
(22:35:52) Ashley: mmhmm
(22:46:25) Dan: im sorry
(22:46:29) Dan logged out.
(22:48:38) Clayton: wow, he's really avoiding it
(22:48:44) Ashley: Yes.
(22:48:47) Ashley: I tried.
(22:49:02) Ashley: I had this whole thing prepared to say but now I just feel like a fucking dumbass.
(22:49:14) Clayton: you shouldnt feel like a dumbass
(22:49:18) Clayton: he should, and might.
(22:50:24) Ashley: Well, this is really what I want to say: I was going to tell him that I feel what we have has shifted...and I used to be all right with it when it started and I really did not care that we did it...but now I just feel that to replace this loneliness I have...I'm using him. And in turn it just makes me feel a lot lonelier. And I'm just not comfortable with the way it is done...that he has to be drunk to touch me, and then right after he cums he leaves. And I know he probably doesn't really like me and doesn't mean to hurt me, but I just feel empty nowadays so I think it should end.
(22:51:16) Ashley: ...am I being too much of a girl about this?
(22:51:20) Clayton: no
(22:51:25) Ashley: Please tell me and I'll spare the boohoo speech to him.
(22:51:26) Clayton: thats perfectly understandable
(22:51:46) Clayton: i think it'd be a good thing to say to him but i doubt he'll react well
(22:51:47) Ashley: I could just say "no more" and let that be that.
(22:51:48) Clayton: cuz he's dan
(22:51:56) Ashley: React well?
(22:52:06) Ashley: How would he react badly?
(22:52:26) Clayton: he'll probably just say ok and change the subject or something
(22:52:41) Clayton: but you probably should say all that anyway
(22:52:57) Ashley: No...things will be awkward.
(22:53:02) Ashley: I hate awkward.
(22:53:08) Ashley: I'll just blog about it and call it a day.
(22:53:18) Ashley: I'll give him the speech if it were to happen again.
(22:53:20) Clayton: fine, then just stab him in the heart and be done with it
(22:53:27) Ashley: All I'll need is a bottle of rum...hahaha
(22:53:40) Clayton: no bottles of rum
(22:53:49) Ashley: Well, that's the only way it would happen again.
(22:53:50) Ashley: Sigh
(22:53:54) Ashley: I'm a fucking dumbass.
(22:54:06) Ashley: I only let it keep happening cause I'm a lonely pathetic fool.
(22:54:30) Clayton: i think all three of us are
(22:54:30) Ashley: But I just feel a lot more lonely after.
(22:54:43) Ashley: ...because he just leaves....and then I feel like a cheap whore.
(22:55:11) Clayton: yea... thats not good.
(22:55:13) Clayton: on dans part
(22:55:37) Ashley: I don't really expect cuddling or anything cause that would be weird...but quite literally he leaves right after.
(22:56:30) Clayton: well im glad you're putting an end to it then
(22:56:44) Ashley: I guess.
(22:56:49) Clayton: cuz yea, that is a shitty thing to do
(22:57:20) Ashley: I guess it doesn't really matter. I'm fucking lonely as hell either way. I'm not going to lie. I don't really feel any better stopping it. Kind of sad to actually. But whatever.
(22:57:45) Clayton: its for the best
(22:57:57) Ashley: If Clayton cannot have sex, nobody can!
(22:58:03) Clayton: lol
(22:58:16) Clayton: yes, that is what's motivating me to say this
(22:58:23) Ashley: I got an idea. You and Dan sleep together.
(22:58:24) Clayton: you're not allowed cuz im not getting any
(22:46:22) Ashley: bonjour
(22:46:35) Clayton: i really wanna say something to kaytie's away message but it would just be a bad idea
(22:46:57) Ashley: hmm
(22:46:59) Ashley: perhaps.
(22:47:07) Ashley: She doesn't even really like to talk about it with me.
(22:47:11) Ashley: (22:14:20) Ashley: Doing homework?
(22:14:33) Dan: nope
(22:15:49) Ashley: ok
(22:16:33) Dan: why
(22:17:02) Ashley: Well, I was going to bother you with something but I'm lazy.
(22:17:11) Dan: ok
(22:17:35) Ashley: yup
(22:27:13) Ashley: I was going to explain why I was upset last night/this morning but I don't even really care anymore.
(22:27:14) Dan
(22:27:25) Dan: ok tell me
(22:27:39) Ashley: There, happy? Sheesh. Now if you really WANTED me to talk in front of Clayton about it I can.
(22:28:17) Dan: i dopnt care
(22:28:25) Ashley: *raises eyebrow*
(22:28:36) Dan: why are u mad
(22:28:45) Ashley: You mean why WAS I mad.
(22:28:56) Dan: sure
(22:29:00) Ashley: sigh
(22:29:15) Ashley: Well....did you black out at all last night?
(22:29:31) Dan: no
(22:30:19) Ashley: I don't know....I just kind of got upset that when I stopped you and asked if you actually did feel that way about me you said you were gonna snap my neck and when i tried to ask seriously you pretended not to hear and started getting out of the car.
(22:30:52) Ashley: See? I don't even care anymore.
(22:30:57) Dan: ok
(22:31:30) Ashley: ...ok I lied, I do, but whatever.
(22:47:24) Ashley: (22:34:26) Ashley: No response...feeling dumb now...gonna pretend like I did not say anything...yeah...
(22:34:47) Dan: ok
(22:34:58) Ashley: Glad you care.
(22:35:43) Dan: i care
(22:35:52) Ashley: mmhmm
(22:46:25) Dan: im sorry
(22:46:29) Dan logged out.
(22:48:38) Clayton: wow, he's really avoiding it
(22:48:44) Ashley: Yes.
(22:48:47) Ashley: I tried.
(22:49:02) Ashley: I had this whole thing prepared to say but now I just feel like a fucking dumbass.
(22:49:14) Clayton: you shouldnt feel like a dumbass
(22:49:18) Clayton: he should, and might.
(22:50:24) Ashley: Well, this is really what I want to say: I was going to tell him that I feel what we have has shifted...and I used to be all right with it when it started and I really did not care that we did it...but now I just feel that to replace this loneliness I have...I'm using him. And in turn it just makes me feel a lot lonelier. And I'm just not comfortable with the way it is done...that he has to be drunk to touch me, and then right after he cums he leaves. And I know he probably doesn't really like me and doesn't mean to hurt me, but I just feel empty nowadays so I think it should end.
(22:51:16) Ashley: ...am I being too much of a girl about this?
(22:51:20) Clayton: no
(22:51:25) Ashley: Please tell me and I'll spare the boohoo speech to him.
(22:51:26) Clayton: thats perfectly understandable
(22:51:46) Clayton: i think it'd be a good thing to say to him but i doubt he'll react well
(22:51:47) Ashley: I could just say "no more" and let that be that.
(22:51:48) Clayton: cuz he's dan
(22:51:56) Ashley: React well?
(22:52:06) Ashley: How would he react badly?
(22:52:26) Clayton: he'll probably just say ok and change the subject or something
(22:52:41) Clayton: but you probably should say all that anyway
(22:52:57) Ashley: No...things will be awkward.
(22:53:02) Ashley: I hate awkward.
(22:53:08) Ashley: I'll just blog about it and call it a day.
(22:53:18) Ashley: I'll give him the speech if it were to happen again.
(22:53:20) Clayton: fine, then just stab him in the heart and be done with it
(22:53:27) Ashley: All I'll need is a bottle of rum...hahaha
(22:53:40) Clayton: no bottles of rum
(22:53:49) Ashley: Well, that's the only way it would happen again.
(22:53:50) Ashley: Sigh
(22:53:54) Ashley: I'm a fucking dumbass.
(22:54:06) Ashley: I only let it keep happening cause I'm a lonely pathetic fool.
(22:54:30) Clayton: i think all three of us are
(22:54:30) Ashley: But I just feel a lot more lonely after.
(22:54:43) Ashley: ...because he just leaves....and then I feel like a cheap whore.
(22:55:11) Clayton: yea... thats not good.
(22:55:13) Clayton: on dans part
(22:55:37) Ashley: I don't really expect cuddling or anything cause that would be weird...but quite literally he leaves right after.
(22:56:30) Clayton: well im glad you're putting an end to it then
(22:56:44) Ashley: I guess.
(22:56:49) Clayton: cuz yea, that is a shitty thing to do
(22:57:20) Ashley: I guess it doesn't really matter. I'm fucking lonely as hell either way. I'm not going to lie. I don't really feel any better stopping it. Kind of sad to actually. But whatever.
(22:57:45) Clayton: its for the best
(22:57:57) Ashley: If Clayton cannot have sex, nobody can!
(22:58:03) Clayton: lol
(22:58:16) Clayton: yes, that is what's motivating me to say this
(22:58:23) Ashley: I got an idea. You and Dan sleep together.
(22:58:24) Clayton: you're not allowed cuz im not getting any
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